Memoria Crystalli, Keep Moving, Don’t Stop

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The shot came for her head.

I saw the shot before I had words for it. Something was coming straight for Echo's head, and my hands were already turning the wheel hard to break the line.

I tried to throw the car sideways. Not because I know how to drift - I don't - but because moving was the only useful option. The tires screamed. The world tilted. The shot hit her anyway.

Head wound. Bad one. The kind that narrows everything fast.

Fear came after that, but it stayed practical. Get the car behind cover. Get Echo inside. Keep pressure on the wound. Keep her breathing.

I remember one clear thought: don't let her die here.

Anything bigger than that could wait.

I couldn't let that happen.

I pulled behind a house in the apartment complex - the first cover I saw, the first place that might have walls thick enough to matter. Luna got the door. I carried Echo inside under fire.

Every step, I was thinking: Keep moving. Don't stop. If you stop, she stops.

The house was empty. I registered that in pieces - no furniture, no voices, no sound except our breathing and the shots still coming from outside. Nick's place, someone said. Local kid. I filed the name and kept moving. I put Echo down behind something that might have been a counter, might have been a wall. I don't remember. My hands were already tearing cloth from my own outfit.

Head wound. Pressure. Keep pressure.

I pressed the cloth to her head and kept one hand on her while I watched the door. Every few seconds, I checked her breathing. Every few seconds, I told myself: She's still here. She's still breathing.

She was barely conscious. Eyes half-open, moving slow. But still here.

That's when I saw the purple thing.

It didn't walk through the wall. It tested the wall - pressing against it, moving through it like something checking if the barrier was real. Ghostly. Wrong. The shape was almost human, but the movement wasn't. It moved like something wearing the shape of movement, like a costume that didn't quite fit.

It was coming toward us.

I didn't think. I just moved.

Echo was on the ground. I put myself over her, my back to the entity, my body covering hers. The first hit came to my face. I felt the impact, the sting, the taste of blood in my mouth. The second hit came to my back. The third, I don't remember where.

Pain registered late. My body was keeping score faster than my mind - every hit adding to a list I couldn't read yet, every impact stored somewhere for later. Right now, there was only: It's coming for her. Put yourself between.

Every time it came for her, I shifted. I moved. I made my body the wall.

I don't know how long that lasted. Time moves strangely when you're not counting seconds, just counting impacts. Eventually, my legs buckled. I collapsed forward onto Echo's legs - not unconscious yet, but failing. My body was giving out faster than my will could push it.

I was still trying to stay between her and the window when I remembered: I have a gun.

Light rounds. The standard load. I pulled it out, aimed at the purple shape, fired.

The round hit. I watched it hit - the light connecting with the entity's form. And then I watched the entity discard it. Like shrugging off a coat. Like it didn't matter at all.

Fear sharpened into something colder. If light doesn't stop it, what does?

"Light is not its weakness," I said out loud. I don't know why. Maybe because the room needed to know. Maybe because I needed to hear it outside my own head, needed the fact to exist in the air instead of just in my skull.

If light fails, try the opposite. Simple. Practical.

I swapped to a darkness clip. My hands were shaking - not from fear, from exhaustion, from the hits I'd taken, from my body running on nothing but stubbornness. But I got it loaded. That's what matters.

Behind me, Luna's voice cut through - sharp, focused, the cadence of a Sending: Leo. South of SHBC. House by the apartments. Echo is hurt. Bound violet entity. Come armed. Good. Help was coming. I just had to hold on until it got here.

I couldn't steady my hands enough to aim. I was still conscious, still trying, but my body wasn't cooperating. Echo saw - she was pinned under me, my weight on her legs, but she reached up, took the gun from my shaking hands, and fired the darkness round herself.

I watched the entity soften. The darkness ate into it, changed its shape, made it smaller and more real. A door appeared in the wall where there wasn't a door - wrong geometry, magic-edged, the frame holding itself open by something other than wood and hinges. Leo came through it sword-first, one hand braced against the threshold behind him, and drove the blade through the entity's core.

The entity fell.

I fell too. The last thing I remember is watching it collapse, thinking it's over, and then -

Nothing.

Two hours. That's what they told me later. Two hours of my life that I don't have, can't touch, can't remember. Someone moved me. Someone drove. Someone kept watch while my body did whatever bodies do when the mind checks out.

The gap bothers me more than the pain.

Pain is information. I can work with information. Pain has edges and locations - this hurts here, that hurts there, this is a bruise, that is a cut. I can catalog it. I can plan around it. But gaps are nothing - blank spaces where something happened and I wasn't there for it.

I think about those hours and I feel the same wrongness I feel when I lose an object. Not sad. Not scared. Just - wrong. Something belongs in the sequence and it's not there. The timeline has a hole in it, and I can't see through the hole, can't know what filled it.

I don't know who carried me. They told me later it was Leo. Carried both of us out. I don't remember it, but I know what I owe.

I don't know if Echo was still conscious, still breathing, still alive. I don't know if anyone came for us while I was gone. I don't know if I said anything or made any sounds or if my face did something I wouldn't want it to do.

I don't like blanks. Blanks mean someone else was there for the parts of my life that belong to me. Blanks mean I'm not the authority on what happened to my own body.

That's the part I can't make peace with. Not the pain. The missing.

I woke in my bed at my house. Echo was in her cot in my room. Luna and Leo were on the living-room couch nearby, close enough to hear us if either of us needed something. The room smelled like dust and dried blood. My clothes were stuck to my skin, stiff with it. Every time I moved, something pulled. The body doesn't forget what the mind was too busy to track. Every hit I took shielding Echo, I felt now. The back. The face. The arms. All of it adding up, demanding to be acknowledged.

I didn't ask how long they'd been there. I didn't need to. The fact of their presence was enough - two people who could have been anywhere else, choosing to stay. That's the kind of thing I notice. The choosing.

I was still processing that when Echo woke.

She woke wrong. Confused. Her eyes weren't tracking right, and the first thing out of her mouth was a name that wasn't here - "James" - and then she was casting, fear-casting, an Ice Knife bursting from her hands into the ceiling.

Ice and cold rain falling through the room.

Luna moved - Prestidigitation, quiet and precise, clearing the ice and the wet out of the air. Then soft music pulled into the room, something gentle threading through the cold. Leo went to Echo's side and said something low and steady, kept his hands where she could see them. Grounding her the way he knows how.

I didn't flinch. I recognized that confusion. It was what I felt waking up - the disorientation of not knowing where you are, not knowing who's safe, not knowing if the fight ended or just paused. Your brain reaching for the last thing it knew and missing.

She didn't know. I understood.

The doorbell rang. Cops - Mercer and Hicks. They needed statements. I gave mine, and the rest of us filled in what we could. Kept it factual. Kept it short. Some things fit into reports. Some things don't.

We rested overnight. Leo went home to sleep. Luna stayed close. I drifted in and out, and every time I woke, I checked if Echo was still breathing.

The next day, the officers called. Asked us to come back to the church.

Part of me wanted to say no. My body wasn't ready. Every movement still cost something, and I was running on reserves I didn't know I had. But it wasn't just my decision, and it wasn't just my reason to go. We had to go.

So we went.

Fifteen cop cars. Police lights cutting through the morning. This wasn't small anymore.

We went around the back door, and that's when I saw them.

Copies.

Not people. Copies of people. A Luna-copy with two light swords, her face wrong, her movements almost right but not quite. A copy of me. Other wrong faces moving through the church at the edges of my attention.

Horror isn't the right word. Recognition is closer. I was looking at my friends wearing faces that weren't quite right, and then I was looking at myself, standing there like a mirror that learned to walk away.

The thing had my face. My stance. My hands.

It moved like me. Not perfectly - there was something off about the timing, something that read copy instead of original - but close enough that I could see the shape of myself in its movements. The way I hold my weight. The angle of my shoulders. The particular way my hands rest when I'm about to do something I don't want to think about.

That was the worst part. Not the face. The familiar habits in the way it moved.

I tackled the Luna-copy first. Took hits - shoulder, ribs, places I couldn't track in the moment. Every impact felt like hurting something I should protect - her face but not her, the shape of her without the person inside.

The Luna-copy hesitated. Just for a heartbeat. Something in it that couldn't raise a blade against me. Pattern leakage, I'd learn later. Memory bleeding through.

I didn't hesitate.

"Sword," I said to the nearest officer. "Please."

He handed me a blade. Heavy. Real. Loaned.

I brought it down. The Luna-copy let me kill it.

I didn't have time to think about that. The thing wearing my face was already coming for me-and it had copied my gun too. A shot rang out. An officer went down.

My copy. My face. My weapon turned against the people I was supposed to protect.

Then it was my turn.

My copy came for me, and I fought the way I know how to fight - practical, direct, nothing fancy. But I was tired, and it wasn't. Every time I moved, it matched the same angles and timing closely enough to make things harder.

I was fighting something that knew my habits well enough to use them.

Same sword. Same hands. I swung twice-hard, angry, desperate.

When it fell, I watched something wearing my face hit the ground.

Two clones. Same loaned sword. Both dead.

The face hit the ground first. The hands went slack. The body didn't move again.

I didn't have a useful feeling about that in the moment. Just the fact of it. One more wrong thing on a day full of wrong things.

I didn't have time to process. The hits from the Luna-copy, the hits from my own copy, the shoulder that wasn't moving right anymore - it all added up. My body had been keeping score since the house, since the purple entity, since I'd collapsed on Echo's legs. Now the bill came due. My body was already failing again.

W.E.A.V.E. arrived after that - bismuth dust pulling together into her shape beside us. By then the first wave was over. Then two more came out: a pastor-copy with a spellbook and a healed version of me, whole in all the places the real fight had already broken.

I was on the ground. Again. My body trying to give out. Again.

"W.E.A.V.E.," I said. "Can you help me up?"

It wasn't easy to ask. Easier to just keep trying on my own. But my body wasn't cooperating, and she was right there.

She braced me, got me back onto my feet, and steadied me while I limped toward the pastor clone. The healed version of me broke toward Luna. I went for the pastor.

The clone was charging something. I could see it building - a death spell, aimed at Echo, at me, at Luna. The book in its hands glowing with energy that felt like ending. Its arms were raised, the spell forming between its palms, and the air tasted wrong - copper and static and something I don't have words for.

I didn't think about elegance.

I took a sword from an officer - I don't remember which one, don't remember asking - and I swung.

The blade caught the left arm first. Not a clean cut. I felt resistance - muscle, bone, the strange density of something that was pretending to be human. The sword went through, but not fast. I had to pull it free, feel the wet sound of it separating, and then I swung again for the right arm.

The right one came off easier. Or maybe I just stopped feeling the resistance by then.

The book hit the ground with the arms. The spell collapsed. The clone fell backward, bleeding from the stumps - not red blood, something darker, something that didn't smell right.

I watched for regrowth. There was none. The arms stayed severed. The thing that had been charging a death spell was now a torso with nothing left to hold its weapon.

That's the kind of thing you don't want to think about afterward. The weight of the sword in my hands. The feeling of cutting through something that looked like a person. The fact that I didn't hesitate.

I grabbed the spellbook. My hands knew what to do before my mind caught up - combat reflex taking over where conscious thought failed. I limped toward the cop cars, book in hand, and then -

Enough.

My body said enough, and I didn't get a vote.

Blackout. Flashes: W.E.A.V.E.'s voice in my head. Someone's hands on me. Not sure if I said anything. Not sure if I should have.

I don't remember what I said to W.E.A.V.E. before I went under. She told me later, through the Mind Link, but the words feel like they belong to someone else. Something about keeping the party safe. Something about not letting go. I don't know if I meant them or if my mouth was just moving while my brain checked out.

Either way, she listened. She did what I asked. That matters more than whether I remember asking.

Later, I heard the officers found the crystal. They smashed it with a hammer.

Ordinary tool. Ordinary solution. Sometimes the simplest thing is the right thing.

That's the debt, right there. Not just the seven years. Not just the time. The fact that she knows me well enough to speak for me when I can't speak for myself. The fact that she carries the same lists I carry - exits, triggers, the shape of my edges.

The void between the church and the hospital wasn't dark. It was thick. Like moving through jelly, like my consciousness was suspended in something that didn't want to let go. I remember trying to reach for something-for Echo, for solid ground, for a thought I could hold-and the thickness just swallowed the gesture. No sound. No light. Just the weight of not-being.

I don't know how long I floated there. Time doesn't move in the void. It just pools.

Shared room with Luna. I woke around 9:45 in the morning - tactile first, confused.

Fingers trying to move. Someone's hand in mine. The texture of sheets. The weight of a blanket. Everything felt thick, like moving through jelly, like my body was still deciding whether to come back online.

Gold-green light. W.E.A.V.E. Layer 3 contact-not words, just presence. A hand that wasn't a hand, steadying something inside me that had come loose.

I followed the sensations in order: pressure on my palm, warmth, the particular grip of someone who knows how I hold hands. Then smell - antiseptic, something institutional, the specific wrongness of hospital air. Then sound - distant voices, beeping, the hum of machines.

Echo was holding my hand.

The first thing I was sure of: she was real. She was here. I could feel her pulse through her palm, and that was more real than the lights or the sounds or the questions I couldn't quite parse.

Then I felt the IV.

Needle. Line. Something foreign going into my vein. The plastic tube against my skin. The cold weight of something inside me that shouldn't be there.

My hand moved toward it without thinking-rip it out, get it out-but Echo's hand caught mine. Held it. I didn't fight her.

That's what she does. She holds the line when I can't.

A nurse noticed the movement. Said something about the line already being done-fluids finished, blood work complete. They removed the IV before I could rip it out. Echo's hand on mine just kept me from trying anyway.

The briefing reached me in fragments while I was surfacing. Crystal incidents. U.S. and England. Something bigger. By the time I was finally awake enough to hold a conversation, Luna filled in the gaps. Not just here - across the U.S., parts of England. The church wasn't one event. It was one piece of something bigger, a pattern spreading across distances I couldn't quite hold in my head.

I heard the words, but I couldn't hold the scale of them yet. Too tired. Too much static between my ears. My brain was trying to file the information and the files kept falling over.